10 days to go

Thank Jesus for what You have done to me
I finally accepted in one of big marketing agency

Gak terasa, waktu yang saya punya cuma 10 hari
Ya, hari ini tanggal 11 Desember
dan 21 desember saya harus kembali lagi ke bali
selama 7 bulan

saat ini saya belajar satu hal
untuk menghargai tiap detik bersama orang yang saya kasihi
memilih jalan ini adalah jalan yang lumayan sulit buat saya
karna saya tahu ini saatnya saya berkata
"selamat tinggal..."

tangan saya gemetar
bukan karna saya sedih karna harus pisah dengan kalian
tapi karna saya menyadari
betapa berharganya kalian....

7 bulan bukan waktu yang singkat buat saya
karna saya sendirian disana

semoga kalian bisa sukses dengan apa yg kalian punya sekarang
:)

with all my heart,
ester

makasi buat kesabaranmu

malam ini saya ngobrol banyak dengan teman saya TIKA
dan dia uda menyadarkan saya tentang suatu hal yg
belakangan ini agak terlupakan

kak bernard...

di blog ini, nama dia cuma sekali disebut
malam ini saya merenung tentang dia
dan malam ini saya berusaha menyayangi dia
seperti dulu....

entah karna apa, atau karna kegalauan masa muda saya
saya sedikit demi sedikit melupakannya
padahal saya tahu dia sakit hati
karna kenakalan saya
karna keegoisan saya
karna kadang saya cuma anggap dia angin lalu...

malam ini, tika bicara pada saya

"The, jarang banget ada cowo yang mau ngertiin cewe ampe segitunya. Lo gak nyadar apa kak bernard itu sabar banget ama lo. Dia kurang apalagi sih? udah sabar, terus mau nungguin lo dan nerima lo apa adanya."

dan akhirnya saya sadar...

kak bernard

tahu kesukaan saya, coklat almond, dan tiap hari jumat dia rela2 beliin saya... SETIAP JUMAT!!!
tahu tiap saya ngambek dan pengen sesuatu, tanpa diminta, hal itu bisa ada buat saya...
gak pernah protes, walaupun kadang gak ada waktu buat dia...
satu-satunya cowo yang bilang saya imut, dan saya satu2nya buat dia...
dengan setia menunggu saya, bahkan saat saya harus kuliah dan meninggalkan dia...
sms dengan kalimat yang sangat pendek, tapi sangat penuh perhatian...

kak, maafin ade
ade bakalan usaha jadi cewe yang lebih baik

i'm not a girl, not yet a woman

"i used to think, i have the answer to everything
but now i know, life doesn't always go my way
feels like i'm caught in the middle
that's when i realize....

i'm not a girl, not yet a woman
all i need is time
a moment that is mine
while i'm in between"

well... i used to like this song a lot
this song have succeed to represent my self
NOW...

yeah,
i'm not a girl, not yet a woman
it's hard to finally realize this fact
i'm not mature enough
in the other hand, i'm not that childish

i don't know why i write this thing
i believe that someday, i will smile when i read this blog...

i'm not a girl, not yet a woman

short holiday

I've been in Bali from Friday (26-11) and I took a short holiday
Actually, this is not "THE REAL" holiday
why? because i have interview in a hotel and marketing agency...

thank God, semua interview berjalan dengan lancar,
banyak hal yg saya syukuri belakangan ini

oh yeah, congratz buat mcel yg keterima di sampoerna
buat dewa n mlen di indofood, buat wisnu di arutmin

dan buat saya...
dimana ya???

hahahaa.... i keep thinking about this decision
keputusan yg saya ambil kali ini akan menentukan masa depan saya
and it's hard....

oh yeah, happy birthday buat kak bernard
tadi malam kami ngerayain ultah dia

thank kak, because you have been someone special for me
for almost 5 years, u have been understood
sometimes i was being childish, selfish and egoist...

i adore u
but i know u don't want to be adored, u want to be loved :D
thank you for ur care and love

i like u just the way you are
i like u when u got angry, because of me....
i like u when u talk or jealous...

i am changing, i do...
i hope u understand,
with all my heart,
happy birthday

u can't plan your life like a building

thank God karna saya sudah mendapatkan company yang baik
bahkan saya boleh memilih yang terbaik buat saya

belakangan saya bingung,
bingung untuk memilih...

saya suka tersenyum setiap flash back ke masa lalu saya
dulu..
saya selalu mendambakan untuk bekerja di kawasan Sudirman
berkantor disana
pakai pakaian kerja dengan high heels dan tas yang mahal,
hmmmm.... my dream was so original :D

dan saya mendapatkannya...
bukan tempat yang biasa, di indofood...
sebuah company yang sangat besar, dan saya mendapatkan posisi training and company development...

so interesting...
in my mind, i have planned this since a long time ago...
and i finally get it...

You know what, sometimes your plan isn't exactly running as u want
sometimes it's just being something totally different

i just watched how i met your mother season 4...
and they said:
U can't plan your life like a building

God, I never know what's will be happened next
But I do believe, it's for my best

Now, I'm leaving my comfort zone
and i must enjoy every change in my life
hopefully...

we are happy family

saya sayang kalian

being rejected

i got an email from a France company that said that they can't accept me as an intern
Sad,
yeah, that what I feel at that time

honestly, at that time i really want to cry
and i doesn't know where am I going to cry on

i do realize something this afternoon
can you still say "thank" to God
even He give you many failures

I don't know,
but I guess I can
i just want to say:
thank God for my parent and sister
thank for my lovely friends
thank for all of Your graces & miracles
Thank for all the failures

it makes me learn a lot...

i know my effort is still not enough for me to get what I want
I will do better, I promise God

life is woderful - jazon mraz

It takes a crane to build a crane
It takes two floors to make a storie
It takes an egg to make a hen
It takes a hen to make an egg
There is no end to what I'm saying

It takes a thought to make a word
And it takes some words to make an action
And it takes some work to make it work
It takes some good to make it hurt
It takes some bad for satisfaction

Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la life goes full circle
Ah la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la

It takes a night to make it done
And it takes a day to make you young brother
And it takes some old to make you young
It takes some cold to know the sun
It takes the one to have the other

And it takes no time to fall in love
But it takes you years to know what love is
And it takes some fears to make you trust
It takes those tears to make it rust
It takes the dust to have it polished

Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la life goes full circle
Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la

It takes some silence to make sound
And it takes a lost before you found it
And it takes a road to go nowhere
It takes a toll to show you care
It takes a hole to see a mountain

Ah la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la life goes full circle
Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la life is meaningful
Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la life is meaningful
Ah la la la la la la life is full of
Ah la la la la la life is so full of love
Ah la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la life is meaningful
Ah la la la la la life is full of
Ah la la la la la life is so full of love

time to wait

malam ini saya berpikir tentang sesuatu
kenapa Tuhan belum menjawab doa-doa saya
banyak doa yang saya panjatkan
tapi BELUM dijawab olehNya

menunggu jawaban adalah saat yang paling membosankan
tapi menununggu itu proses

saat menunggu mental kita lah yang diuji

saya yakin Tuhan bukannya tidak mendengar doa-doa saya
tapi dia mau saya menunggu

supaya saya sabar dan dapat melihat prosesNya dalam hidup saya
proses itu menyakitkan lho
bukan sesuatu yang gampang

masih bisakah kita mengucap syukur saat di sisi lain kita kuatir tentang masa depan?
masih bisakah kita tersenyum saat doa kita tidak dijawab seperti keinginan kita?

saya yakin satu hal tentang Dia
Dia tidak menutup mata
hanya saat ini Dia meminta kita untuk menunggu

menunggu rencanaNya yang jadi, bukan rencana kita
Karna Dia tahu yang terbaik

Jadi, tetaplah menunggu kawan

PS: Semoga bisa jadi berkat...

truth / asam - manis

truth = tidak semua orang bisa mengatakan kebenaran
tadi malam saya bersyukur, karna saya dan sahabat2 punya "truth session"

banyak hal yang terungkap tadi malam
setiap orang mengutarakan kesannya masing-masing

tadi malam, teman saya akhirnya bisa mengungkapkan perasaannya
satu hal yang saya tangkap
berkata jujur tentang perasaan sendiri, terkadang membuat hatimu jauh lebih lega

sejak kemarin saya lega
karna saya sudah menyampaikan perasaan saya yang sejujur2nya kepada sahabat saya

tadi malam beberapa teman telah berhasil membuka mata saya
mereka bilang saya harus lebih berusaha menyelidiki seseorang sebelum memutuskan
untuk bersama dia lebih jauh

dan itu benar

teman saya yang lain berkata bahwa dia menyesal karena dia telat bertemu dengan teman-temannya yang sekarang
tapi telat lebih baik daripada tidak sama sekali

teman, saya sangat bersyukur punya teman seperti kalian
kita berbeda
tapi satu hal tentang kalian
"YOU JUST GREAT"

kalian telah mengajarkan saya banyak hal
untuk lebih mengerti lagi tentang diri saya
dan menghargai setiap aspek dalam hidup saya

memory, itulah tempat yang layak buat kalian
karna mungkin jarak akan memisahkan
tapi kalian selalu tetap dalam doa dan pikiran saya

letters to Juliet

"What" and "If"
are two words as non-threatening as words can be
But put them together side by side
and they have a power to haunt you for the rest of your life

"What if?"

I don't know how your story ended
but if what you felt that was true love
than it's never too late

If it was true then, why wouldn't it be true now?
You need only the courage to follow your heart

I don't know what a love like Juliette's feels like
a love to leave loved ones for,
a love to cross oceans for,
but I'd like to believe
If I ever were to feel it
That I'd have the courage to seize it

All my love,
Juliette

halloween = sebuah cerita

malam ini angin bertiup kencang
saya yang terbatuk-batuk karna sakit tenggorokan
memutuskan untuk bertemu seorang teman

dia kokoh, dan tegar
gak pernah saya lihat dia menangis
santai... itulah kata yang menggambarkan dirinya

dia adalah salah satu teman saya
bagian hidup saya selama kuliah

saat ini dia sedang galau
memikirkan masa depan yang gak pernah kita tahu akan seperti apa

dia bercerita, bukan seperti yang biasa
tapi yang saya lihat dari dia, ketulusan

saya percaya, suatu saat nanti dia akan menjadi "orang"
bukan orang yang bisa diremehkan seperti sekarang
tapi orang yang sukses dan berhasil
dalam tiap aspek di hidupnya

saya bukan malaikat
saya hanya bisa mendengarkan dan berbagi cerita
tentang pengalaman saya yang tidak sempurna

ini saat yang tepat untuk berbalik kawan...
saya yakin kamu bisa
asal kamu jujur dan tulus

namamu, mungkin tak bisa saya sebutkan
tapi saya yakin kamu mampu
karna setiap orang tidak ada yang sempurna
kamu pun begitu
itu biasa

doa...
itu hanya yang bisa saya sarankan
karna saya mengalaminya kawan
the power of prayer plus one word...

FAITH

PS: untuk teman yang malam ini menjadi fokus doa saya
kamu bisa... asal kamu percaya

Happy birthday marina

Aku sangat ingin menyanyikan lagu Happy Birthday di samping dia
Tapi semuanya terbatas jarak
Aku di jakarta.... Dia di surabaya

Tapi jarak nggak membuat kami berubah
Kami tetap sama
sepasang teman lama yang masih tertawa riang di saat kami bertemu

Aku suka senyumnya, caranya berpikir yang sangat sederhana
Aku suka kesederhanaan, dan kehangatannya

Happy birthday Ririn
teman yang selalu bisa diajak berbagi

Jujur, aku semakin banyak bertemu dengan orang-orang
Aku bertemu dengan sahabat-sahabat baru
Tapi mereka berbeda dengannya
Tidak ada yang sama
Karna Ririn cuma 1, gak ada yang bisa menggantikan dia

20 tahun... Selamat datang....
Walaupun aku mengucapkan dari jauh
Tapi kamu selalu dekat

BEDA by Andity

Ku ingin bertanya
Sungguhkah kau sayang aku
Kadang aku pun meragu
Engkau tampak beda
Tak seperti dulu

Mungkin waktu yang tlah mengubah
Kenyataan atau mimpikah diriku dengan
Semua ini meski ku tak berubah
Hanya kau yang menyita seluruh hatiku
Disini

Ku tak pernah berpikir
Ada yang lain dihatimu
Tapi bila
Begitu adanya
Jangan kau membisu
Ungkapkan padaku

Mungkin waktu yang tlah mengubah
Kenyataan atau mimpikah diriku dengan
Semua ini meski ku tak berubah
Hanya kau yang menyita seluruh hatiku
Disini

Takkan ada yang mampu
Menggantikan satu dirimu

Very recommended song

change = absolute

setiap orang pasti berubah
setiap orang pasti gak ada yang mau jalan di tempat
dan untuk perubahan, kita harus berani meninggalkan zona nyaman

hari rabu yang lalu, dengan polosnya, saya bertanya kepada kawan saya, marcel
waktu itu hujan turun, dan kami ada di dalam mobil menuju Pasific Place

"Cell, menurut lo kita bakalan berubah gak ya?"
dia dengan yakinnya berkata,
"Ya iyalah The... Setiap orang bakalan berubah."

Jujur, saat ini hati saya galau
Terkadang saya takut perubahan
I'm so human

Saya takut lingkungan saya berubah
Saya takut untuk beradaptasi
Saya takut untuk mengucapkan perpisahan
Saya takut tidak nyaman
Saya takut untuk maju

Apa?? Takut untuk maju?
Itulah yang terkadang kita coba tahan dalam hidup kita
Melangkah untuk maju
Untuk berubah

Sekali lagi, I'm so human
Saya 20, dan saya masih berada di tengah kedewasaan
Di tengah masa muda saya, saya sudah harus memikirkan tentang masa depan
Di saat teman2 lain, masih duduk diam di tengah kelas
Mendengarkan dosen mereka sambil terkantuk-kantuk

I'm so human
but change is not a big deal for me

Berubah... asal kamu mau untuk berubah
Tapi jangan pernah mau berubah untuk orang lain
Tapi untuk diri kamu sendiri
Sehingga kamu bisa bertanggung jawab atas setiap perubahan yang terjadi
Bukan menyalahkan orang lain, kalau perubahan itu gak berjalan sesempurna yang kamu bayangkan

Ini saatnya saya berubah
Lebih mengenal apa yang saya mau, bukan mau orang lain
Perubahan itu absolute

Saya 20 tahun, dan saya mau berubah

past = sesuatu yang bisa membuatmu tersenyum

past... terkadang kita berusaha untuk melupakan masa lalu
karna menurut kita hal itu terlalu buruk untuk diingat

hmmm, terkadang saya juga merasa hal yang sama
kadang aku lupa masa laluku bagaimana
begitu banyak memory yang sudah terlupakan

but some memories stay still, are they??

hari ini, kembali saya flash back dengan masa lalu saya...
sesuatu yang dulu bisa membuat saya menangis tersedu2
sekarang telah berhasil membuat saya tersenyum

dida... itu namanya
orang yang telah sukses membuat saya tertawa dan menangis di saat yang bersamaan
He's my first love,
bahkan memory tentang dia masih teringat terus sampai sekarang

hari ini, saya chat dengannya
setelah 2 tahun gak ngobrol, saat saya berbicara lagi
rasanya seperti memeluk teman lama..

iya,,, teman lama...
yang sampai saat ini masih saya rindukan
bukan sebagai pacar, tetapi sebagai teman
teman yang bisa diajak berbagi
karna dia dulu begitu mengenal saya

dulu saya menangis karna dia,
tapi sekarang dia telah membuat saya tersenyum lagi

saya percaya satu hal tentang dia
dia pun menganggap saya sama...
sebagai seorang teman lama yang harus dikenang...

life is a choice

aku sama sekali gak setuju dengan orang yang "katanya" sudah jahat dari sananya
banyak orang gak mau merubah hidup mereka yang semrawut, karna mereka percaya itu adalah jalan hidup mereka

aku adalah salah seorang yang gak percaya tentang "destiny"
aku percaya hidup dan mati ada di tangan Tuhan, tapi aku gak percaya bahwa baik buruknya kita juga ditentukan oleh Dia

Nonsense... itu adalah kata yang tepat buat mereka yang gak bisa menghargai hidup
Mereka gak menyadari bahwa Tuhan itu terlalu sayang sama kita
Sampai kita pun diberikan kebebasan untuk memilih jalan hidup kita

HITAM atau PUTIH?
BAIK atau BURUK?
BERSYUKUR atau MENGELUH?

Kawan... semua hal dalam hidup kita itu adalah pilihan
Saat kamu bangun pagi, kamu yang menentukan
apakah kamu akan berkata
"Thank God for a new day"
atau
"Sial banget hari ini"

Sekali lagi, life is a choice

Saya gak akan menyalahkan orang yang backgroundnya suram atau gelap
mungkin keluarganya broken up, terlibat narkoba, ataupun segala macam hal yang gak benar

Tapi ingat kawan... gak ada yang sempurna, kecuali Tuhan
What do u expect actually? A perfect life?
Believe me... U cant get it... :D

Kita hanya mengejar kesempurnaan
Kita mengejar pendidikan, karir, teman, dan cinta yang sempurna

Tapi sekali lagi, gak ada yang sempurna
Karna itu terbiasalah dengan rasa yang namanya kecewa dan ditolak
Hal itu biasa kawan

Aku mau memulai untuk mengambil pilihan yang tepat
Bukan untuk menjadikan hidupku sempurna,
tapi supaya aku bisa mengejar kesempurnaan

life full of choices, so make the right one

PS: ditulis di tengah perenungan ttg hidup

rambutku sudah panjang

ooh, really need a new haircut

sad

i feel sad, i feel blue
that's what i feel right now

internship

what a hectic week...
I tried to find a place for my internship since 2 weeks ago
Thx God, I got a call from PT. HM. Sampoerna
even I didn't pass for the next test, but I'm very thankful
because at least 1 big company has response me :D

I went with my classmate Dewa, Marcel, Marlen, and Wisnu
OMG, we got trapped in Jakarta b'coz of flood :'(
I arrived in my dorm at 1 AM
Gross....

I realize that every negative side, have also positive side
I could share my thoughts and dreams w/ my friends
I finally found that there are many things that we need to struggle
Our life, our family, our future, even our love :D

Honestly, I wannna cry at that time
I was imagine that we will separate soon
isn't it?

There always be a time to meet, but also say goodbye
I'm lucky because God gave me YOU...
My friends that always accept me, the way I am

Hopefully, we will not forget each other
Remember guys: You must leave ur comfort zone, to reach the best achievement

Until now, we still learn :D

PS: thx for the "truth session". It was fun. It will always fun

dreams

Some people say that if u want to reach ur dream
U must write it first,
I think it's kinda true because it will make u always remember what u want...

Honestly, until know I don't really know what I exactly want
But I've written my dreams since the beginning of this year
And these are some of my dreams:

1. I want to become a great marketer
(i really want this thing, since I'm very interested in marketing world. And hell yeah, I'm a marketing student)

2. I want to enjoy my life
why?? because I can see many people have succeed, but they couldn't get anything from their life.

3. I wanna travel around the world
I really want to see differences between people and their culture. Oh yeah, I plan to go to Labuhan Bajo and Raja Ampat next year. Hope I can make it.

There are so much things I want to reach,
I'll tell you on the next,,, next...next,,, post :D

they are pieces of me (part II)

i also went to Lombok with my classmate
we've visited a lot of interesting places such as Gili Island, Mawun Beach, Kute Beach, Tete Batu waterfall, Tanjung A'an and many more

We also spent some days in Bali
what a wonderful holiday

they are pieces of me ( part I )

hi...
finally I found a way to write again on my beloved blog...
btw, i just wanna share some photos from my trip in yogya
off course with my lovely dorm mate

i can't say anything but awesome!!!

hi again!!

Guys, I don't know why i can't enter my blog through my laptop...

I will back soon for sure to record every moment on holiday,

Btw, I just started my first week on 7th semester

I also must apply for my internship, so wish me luck

God bless u

limit

Sometime I realize
that I have pushed myself to make the others happy,
Sometime I must do something
that I don't like
to make them satisfy...

And you know what..
I learn how to say "ENOUGH"
You don't need other confession about how kind you are...
You just need to appreciate yourself

Say "it's enough" doesn't mean that you are not capable
but it means
U have reached your limit
and it's time to make YOURSELF happy

Happy Sunday all

Congratz Khe :D

Oh my gosh
What a hectic week...
Since last Saturday, I've been prepared for many presentations for this week...

Yesterday, I did my entrepreneurship presentation
and thank Jesus, it's awesome :D

Although I got sick in the afternoon,
my roommate elsa help me to cure fastly
*thank ya sa*

Oh yea, last night, we celebrated Khe's birthday
actually, Khe's birthday was July 12
hohohoho...
we made special sauce for her...
and yeeeuuuw, it's stinky
hahahaha...

met ultah yang ke-20 ya Khe
welcome to tante2 world...
Moga makin dewasa, makin cantik and makin sukses...
May God always bless u with all of His graces..

finally, karna si Khe bisa kita panggil sebagai vokalis band Kotak..
akhirnya lagu Happy birthday, kita ganti pake lagu kotak yg judulnya
"MASIH CINTA"
wkwkwkwk...
and I played the guitar :D (puas: mode on)

acara khe ditutup sama makan martabak rame2,,,
seperti biasa Tika and Elsa makan paling banyak...
hahahaha, peace sis :p

i'm not like u

i have no regret to call u as my friend,
but why people keep saying bad things to other...?

a have a simple thought about u:
I'm not like u
who always say a dirty words,
I'm not like u
who always provoke others,
I'm not like u
who always pretend to be gorgeous and awesome
(in fact not at all),
I'm not like u
who always search ur own benefit

I'm not like u
Because I still ashamed of my mistakes,
I'm not like u
Because I can cry and angry,
I'm not like u
Because I still have my own limit...

U just like a piece of crap for me
Nothing's more
Ur attitude have shown insecurities
No offense,
but u still ugly
but u look more handsome before
with ur pure heart (i don't know whether it was pure or not)
*hopefully*

i forgive u...
because i don't want to be like u..
I just want to keep my heart clean
And you are not worth it enough
For me :D

Enjoy ur self with all of ur mask

happy birthday marcel and febe

from yesterday until now,
I've celebrated 2 lovely birthday
For marcel
happy birthday ya bro'
May Jesus always bless u
and May ur dream will be come true (terutama buat magang di Nestle)
amiiiin... :D



for Febe...
happy birthday yg ke -16 ya sis...
Moga makin cantik, makin pinter, makin kurus
and makin setia melayani Tuhan :D
Kadonya nyusul ya be...
wakakaka :D



*febe : cewe di sebelah kiri

yogya yey :D

finally, my dorm mate and I will go to Yogya...
We'll go there on August 2nd - August 4th
Hope we'll have fun before we do our internship :D

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Hi, everyone…how’s life? :)

It’s been a while since I shared about my life, don’t you think? All I can say is that BIG changes are turning up in my life, and I’m more than happy to take on all the challenges I will be facing...

Anyway, some random thoughts of mine.

Being true.
I’ve finally found this tiny bit inside of me that has significantly helped me in becoming a happier person (cheesy enough? ;p). It’s surprising that it took me this long to actually realize that what I wanted in life has been there all along…I was just too afraid to admit it and all the more, go for it. Sometimes we people tend to hide behind justifications and rationalizations, until you become conscious that you wouldn’t have needed to justify and rationalize anything if you were simply doing what you’ve been wanting to do. Life feels simple when you don’t have too many excuses, even simpler when you don’t need to make any.

Being happy.
A very good friend of mine raised an interesting view just now…she said, “but even when you’re already happy doing what you’ve been wanting to do, some people just like to make you forget the joy of it”. It takes a looooong process, a strong determination, to steel yourself from external discouragements that can take you down. Everyone has their say…so it’s okay. When we spend too much of energy and time bothering theirs, I guess we are the ones responsible of our own loss of happiness. Happiness is a mindset. You don’t create it, and it’s not a destination. It’s your mindset that takes you along the way. This life is yours to enjoy.

Being you.
Sometimes we undervalue ourselves. Most of the times we overrate everything but ourselves. As someone who works in the corporate world, I am often saddened by the reality that some people enjoy staying in their comfort zone, having the fact that the company’s making enough, they themselves are making enough, hence perceive themselves as doing enough. Be your own self with all the ability and knowledge you actually have. Raise the bar. Explore. And don’t rely on your company’s superiority and let ourselves be labeled by who we work for. It’s important to stand out as an individual, so people will remember that “she was the one who initiated the Rain campaign” instead of “she worked at XXX, the company who did the Rain campaign”.

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welcome, snake ;p

i just bought a new pump shoes yesterday...
I love it very much
it's too gorgeous..
I called it snake, b'coz it has snake motif on it...
welcome ;p

guitar :D

Hohoho...
I just found a new activity for me...
Studying guitar,
my friends, Marcel and cece help me
They teach me some songs...

It's been 2 days since I play my guitar
(actually this guitar is belong to Hadri)
hehehe... but no problem lah :D
Now I can play 3 songs...
Little hous by Amanda Sayfierd
Kiss me
and 1 Samson's song ( don't know the title)

hehehe...
thx ya guys... uda ngajarin gw


marcel : my real teacher... makasi ya marcel :D


cece : another teacher... ngajarin gw lagu KISS ME


n Hadri : guitar's owner

bandung... kawah putih

These are some photos from our "road trip"

bandung... kawah putih

never felt this tired

hmmm, today is a hectic day
Sumpaah, semester ini bikin capek bgt
Dengan segala urusan entre sampe urusan tugas yg gax kelar2...

Malam ini, gw ngetik di depan laptop
abiz dari jualan 80 pancake (can u imagine that???)

God, I really miss Friday!!!
moga aja hari Jumat bisa dateng secepatnya
biar bisa jalan2 ke Puncak bareng ama Marlen, Bella, Saka, Dewa, Marcell, Wisnu, and Hadri...

Hmmm, gax terasa liburan tinggal dikit lagi
Tapi semua'nya pasti ada dampak positive n negative'nya
positive'nya berat gw turun 2 kg (yeeeey)
hahaha :p

Hmmm, God, I'm tired
Good night for all my beloved friends...

curhatan tengah malam

Dear God,
how are You today?
Today is fun, I'm blessed and I'm happy today...

God, when I'm sitting in front of my laptop
I remember You
I remember what You've done
and what You've given

But God, suddenly, I feel sad...
There are so many miracles and blesses
but I realize
What did I have given for You????
I think it's far from Your expectation...

I try to find so many reasons
to defend myself
I have many arguments
to not think and praise You...

Good, I'm ashamed now
Because I already know, that every single aspect in my life
is come from You
only You, my Lord, my Jesus...
but why sometime I still feel Your blesses are not enough for me?
because I know, I haven't feel thankful
Yeah, that's it...

God, I want to be perfect,
B'coz You are perfect
Please lead my every single step
so I can praise Your name always...

God, I'm happy because I can talk to You tonight
Have a good day God :D

isenk2 buat poster

Hmm, this poster below,
are the posters that I've made for my entrepreneurship group

Smile like a children

Smile like a children :D

My friend, Marina
sent me this quote on my FB
hehehe, thankz ya Bonce
It means smile whether there is a reason or not...
Is it beautiful???
Of course :D

Thank God,
because You have blessed me today
with such a great friend
like her...

Love you, Bonce :D

suddenly, i miss my high school friends...

when I was sitting in my room
searching for what I gonna do on this week,
suddenly, i miss my high school friends...

Guys, do you know what is the best part of being high school...??
In high school you can absent as much as you want
You can go to canteen while class still goes on
Riding your motorcycle with my besties'
And never get confuse with ur future (ooh, it's just gonna' be me)
hehehe...

but true,
i really miss my high school friends
We don't need to worry about what will be our job in the future...
We don't need to deal with friendship issue, love issue, family issue and job issue :D

hmmm, I don't believe this is my sixth semester,
4 months from now, I'll doing my internship program
wooow, can't believe this...
Oh my gosh, I still don't have any idea where I'm going to have my internship
but I have faith
I'm going to have it in the best company (i know that's true God)

Oh yeah, last night I watched How I Met Your Mother season 4...
And you know what, I finally learned something,
If you wanna release your heart, you must let the angry go
I still learn that...
until now

TARAHU

this semester, I'll begin my entrepreneurship project with my friends...
We open a new food and beverage shop, it's called TARAHU
TARAHU means TOFU (Sundanees language)

The picture below is TARAHU logo...
Thank for Tika that has designed it for me...
Oh yea, for Henny, I'm really sorry for my mistake..
hikz, promise I'll never do it again T.T

just give up

Dear God,
I have passed many realities this week
Before I tell you that stuffs
I really want to say thank you for all of your mercy and graces...

Father,
I know every single person that You've been sent to me is very unique
I really understand that all of those people are sent by You
to build my character,
to support me,
to cheer me up,
to give their shoulder when I must cry out,
but God...
Do you know something about me?
Now, I'm hurt...

Every single day, I tried to defend my believe to my friend
I try to protect them
but God,
I got nothing...
Nothing, but hurt

God, why You sent me a best friend,
but in the end, I must say goodbye
????

I need your answer God...

Please give me an answer,
because I can't understand
I'm too stupid to understand Your way

God, you know what?
I just wanna give up
I just wanna say goodbye
I'm just too tired
It's just enough

God, do you understand me?
Please give me an answer,
because I'm scare
If I will make a wrong decision
God...
I need You right now

life must be gone, whatever the choice

life must be gone, what ever the choice
yes... life is must be gone.. what ever the reason..
what ever have happened, we can not ask the time to stop for a while..
even more, to go back...
no,,not at all..

and what i want to share in here..
is a simple one but its complex to explain..
same like a life.. its a simple but its too complicated to play the role on it..

today i learn something, actually one of my best friends which is ester..
she tell me about some of her cases..
and did you know somethin???
after sharing and try to find out what is the best way to overcome..
i rolling eyes and i try figure out, what will i do if i be her?..its confusing
really confusing..

when we defend someone with all of our strength but we got nothing
NOTHING at all!!
so hurt..
so sick..
and disappointed..
that was her feeling.. and i know its not an easy things to solve..

but, i also try to position my self in the person who being suspect..
and did u guess something?
it also so weight to be in this situation..
no help,,, but actually u need any help...
no consideration.. but actually u need any consideration
seems so cruel..
but that was the reality friends..

people will judge us from how we act and behave to another person..
if have a good record.. congrats to you..
but if its not.. welcome to the darkness..

what i have learned is
try drive your self carefully..
so then u will not get any mistake..
means " RARE" to get it..

friends, life must be go on..maybe someone must be feel hurt and being cheated..
but without that life is so straight..no essence
that's why we usually called life is like a games..
what we must do is play on it
but play carefully..
because the one who can play it well will be the winner...
that why i call life as " a destiny games "
we cant guess what we will be? win or loss..
but we can set it...

thx for understanding me,m'len

by: http://matahatitelinga-marlendeine.blogspot.com/

hectic week

senin, 31st May 2010
10.30 buat tugas strategic mgt jam
13.30 kelas interpersonal skill jam
17.30 nyebar questionnaire
18.00 buat weekly journal entrepreneurship
20.00 ngerjain tugas strategic management (lagi)
24.00 collecting budget from each department on entre before


selasa, 1st June 2010
09.30 entrepreneurship class
10.00 collecting e-marketing slide
13.30 quantitative research class
17.00 preparation for international marketing presentation
18.00 install Joomla
18.30 Make Budgeting
20.00 CASH meeting


rabu, 2nd June 2010
09.30 E-Marketing class and presentation
10.00 Collecting material for strategic management presentation
15.00 Food testing for entrepreneurship


Kamis, 3rd June 2010
13.30 Strategic Management Class and Presentation
17.00 Collecting International Marketing Slide
20.00 International marketing group gathering

Friday, 4th June 2010
13.30 International Marketing Presentation

FINISH and FREEEEEEEE

next holiday kemana ya????

setelah gw pikir2, daripada terus2an mikirin semester yang berat ini
mendingan mikirin kemana gw and temen2 gw pergi selama liburan agustus-september ini...
ok,
ntar akhir july, gw bakalan pergi ke yogya bareng anak2 dorm gw
aduuuh, uda gax sabar pengen jalan2
terus makan2 di pinggir jalan malioboro





okhe, abiz balik dari yogya, gw berencana ke bali ama temen2 marketing gw...
hope we will have a great holiday



oh ya, abiz balik dari bali
kita berencana lanjut ke lombok...

Quote for the day!!!

"Nothing gives one person so much advantage over another as to remain always cool and unruffled under all circumstances."
Thomas Jefferson

saddest moment

Why should I being blamed for something I've never done?
I'm not that rude so I can play cheap trick to make you down?
Why me?
"SORRY," is that a word that you want hear from me..?
ok SORRY...
I'm not egoist
I'm not that crafty
I'm supposed to be your friend
The one that u loved
I don't know whether I can handle it or not
But I do learn something
It's very hard to see others' kindness, if you found that he/she makes a little mistake to you
So Do I
I think this is a real word for you
GOODBYE

Sure, I can do anything, anywhere, in Indonesia

Gue adalah mahasiswa salah satu Perguruan Tinggi Swasta yg ada di Cikarang
Gue gax terlalu bangga jadi warga negara Indonesia, dengan segala keburukan'nya dan kebobrokan negeri ini
Bahkan awalnya gue gax terima dengan universitas tempat kuliah gw sekarang
Jauh dari orang tua, tentunya bikin gue males ngapa-ngapain
Actually, gw blom tahu apa yang jadi tujuan hidup gue selama ini
Apa yang ingin gue capai
Apa gue hidup cuma untuk sekedar nilai ?
Apa karna cuma buat karir yang bagus gue kuliah?
Hmmm, I couldn't find my destiny, sampai pada saat graduation senior angkatan 2004

"Nothing's perfect. Gax ada satu pun universitas yang ada di dunia ini yang sempurna.
Mestinya kalian semua bersyukur, karena kalian sudah bisa menjadi bagian President University.
Daripada hanya mencari kekurangan dari keluarga, negara, institusi, dan kekurangan orang lain; kenapa kalian gax coba untuk bercermin sama diri kalian sendiri.
Langkah kecil apa yang bisa membuat hidup kalian berarti???
Kalian harus cari itu, dan mulai dengan langkah yang kecil untuk meraih mimpi kalian yang besar" itu adalah kata seorang senior gw, pendiri organisasi CHARITY di kampus gw.

Akhirnya gw punya mimpi, at least gue bisa bikin sesuatu yang berarti buat sekeliling gue..
Walaupun gue bukan guru yang pinter2 amat, gue mau ngasi kontribusi buat pendidikan anak2 yang kurang mampu.
Gue pengen ngeliat anak2 didik gw berhasil, sama seperti anak2 yang mesti bayar duit jutaan buat bisa sekolah di luar negeri.

Gue yakin, gw bisa lakuin semua hal di Indonesia
Asal gw mau
Gw akhirnya bisa bangga ama diri gw, ama universitas gw, bahkan ama negara gw
Yang uda ngasi gw kesempatan untuk berbuat seperti ini,
Yeah, SURE, I can do anything, anywhere in Indonesia

Di bawah ini adalah beberapa gambar untuk CASH (organisasi yang gue bangun untuk pendidikan anak2 Indonesia). I will work it out.. I promise

kuliah atau maraton?

Guys, I've been busy all the weeks
And I think this semester gonna' be the busiest semester ever...
Why?
Actually, this university have different program than other universities..
We only studying for 4 months in 1 semester
And this semester we only study for 2.5 month
Can u imagine?

It means there will be a lot of assignments and quizes...
hiks
can't find time to take a rest and have fun with my friends

This week I have so many projects
Entrepreneurship make me sick,
I also have E-Marketing, Strategic Management and International Marketing presentation

Uuuugh, I think I'm going to stop blogging
and concern with my projectsssssssssssss... (too many project)
bye

friendship of 3 idiots

last holiday, i went to Bali (fortunenately this is my hometown)heeeee
I met with my besties ever
Jody and Gamet
We've been bestfriend since junior high school
Although we were apart, but i do remember every single moment with them
Btw, jody is studying in Architecture and Gamet in Medical (she's gonna be a doctor)
heeeee....
love u guys

my birthday

although is too late, but i do want to record every memory...
thanks for all the gifts and surprise...
oh yeah, it was April 15...
so, it's about 1.5 months now...
but still, i remember it pretty clear until rite now