curhatan tengah malam

Dear God,
how are You today?
Today is fun, I'm blessed and I'm happy today...

God, when I'm sitting in front of my laptop
I remember You
I remember what You've done
and what You've given

But God, suddenly, I feel sad...
There are so many miracles and blesses
but I realize
What did I have given for You????
I think it's far from Your expectation...

I try to find so many reasons
to defend myself
I have many arguments
to not think and praise You...

Good, I'm ashamed now
Because I already know, that every single aspect in my life
is come from You
only You, my Lord, my Jesus...
but why sometime I still feel Your blesses are not enough for me?
because I know, I haven't feel thankful
Yeah, that's it...

God, I want to be perfect,
B'coz You are perfect
Please lead my every single step
so I can praise Your name always...

God, I'm happy because I can talk to You tonight
Have a good day God :D