he's just not that into me

as a girl, there is one thing that will be exactly happened
"BROKEN HEART"

I'm very thankful because I already felt this...
My mom said "if u're falling in love, do not love him too deep,
he can break your heart, and u'll gonna cry all the time...."

hehehe,,, i felt in love deeply....
but i was scared...
i'm scare because he maybe hurt me...
i'm scare because i maybe cry again
i'm scare because it hurt...
i'm scare because he maybe not feel the same feeling with me...
i'm scare T.T

maybe, i think too much,
love is blind, right?
i really wanna feel this feeling again...
to fall in love deeply, become blind...

i know why many people said "LOVE IS BLIND"
because if u love someone, you don't need to worry,
you don't need to scare...

my ex-boyfriend told me:
"there's nothing wrong with break up, if you can cry because of someone, it means, he's just not that into you... and you gonna find someone better, not me..."
when i heard this, i cried out... but now I can smile, break up only mean he's just not that into me... and there's someone wait for me, somewhere.... i don't know where, but i believe he's the best!

house for sale

*balai bengong, place to spend time with family



Located in Tabanan - Bali, this house is a cozy place to rest...
only 30 minutes from Denpasar,
45 minutes from Kuta
5 minutes from Tabanan
and 20 minutes from Tanah Lot...

It's located in Jalan Turi no. 26, Tabanan-Bali
has an easy access to Grokgak Freeway...

Spesification:
Land : 8 are (800 m2)
Building area: 1.7 are (170 m2)
3 bedrooms (include AC in every room)
1 maid bedroom
4 bathroom (1 with bathtub and water heather in 3 bathrooms)
1 living room (include AC)
1 clean kitchen
1 dirty kitchen
1 storage room
1 garage (for 2 cars)
1 balai bengong
electricity: 4,400 watt
water: PAM and well

It also sold with all the landscape and plants...
It very comfortable to live in...

ARE YOU INTERESTING?
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today... full of assignment

ok, now I understand why people hate monday so much...
this Monday, i just realize that I have many assignments from lecturer...
- consumer research from consumer behavior class
- make summary for 4 chapter in Career management class
- and also make summary for Qualitative Research Method
GREAT!!!!

I just convinced myself to finish this F***in' assignment TODAY!!!
hahahaha "it's bullshit maybe"

I got new project this week to celebrate valentine's day
I hope everything gonna be OK

hmmmph, too many assignments
someone please help me...

i will isolate my internet, so i can't update my status on FB, twitter, and blog!
hehehhe...
hope it will be succeed....

the end of valentine day

11.30 pm
today i was enjoyed my QUALITY TIME with my dormmate:
henny, tika and khe...
I cooked lunch and have a great conversation with them
it's kinda fun, to spend your time with people around

oh yeah, i also spent my time with my brow, ivan..
i don't know since when, i think we are become far...
hehehe...
but now, we've become closer again
we ate seafood, buy juice
and laugh together...
i think it's been a long time we've spent time together...

but again, it's about quality not quantity....

my friend, henny got a bucket of rose from his boyfriend...
eventhough i'm not kind of romantic girl, but actually i really want one...
hehehhe,.,,
maybe...

ps: valentine day just gone like another day
but today, i just faced many new reality, that love is quality...
i love u

valentine

today, february 14, 2010
i just find what's the meaning of valentine's day...
today, i'll not go with my boyfriend
but i'd like to enjoy this day with my friends...

eventhough, someone make me mad last night,
but i hope everything gonna be just find...

hmmmmph, feel so lonesome today
because of something that make me can't understand...

guys, today i'm just downloading a love quote from internet
"It's so easy, To think about Love, To Talk about Love, To wish for Love, But it's not always easy, To recognize Love, Even when we hold it.... In our hands."

yeps, i think it's kinda true...
the most important thing is be thankful for what we have...
until now, i still learn about it...
Love is thank...
hahhaha...
i think i just make my own quote,,,

for everybody that celebrate valentine's day...
may your life is filled with love
be thankful - that's the key to enjoying ur life....
-god bless-

ps: i love u

rasa ini

gw lg suka bgt ama lagu ini...

RASA INI by Vierra

ku tak percaya kau ada disini
menemaniku di saat dia pergi
sungguh bahagia kau ada disini
menghapus semua sakit yang kurasa

mungkinkah kau merasakan
semua yang ku pasrahkan
kenanglah kasih..

Reff :
ku suka dirinya, mungkin aku sayang
namun apakah mungkin, kau menjadi milikku
kau pernah menjadi , menjadi miliknya
namun salahlah aku, bila ku pernah merasa ini

my bestfriend, ivan tagged me this image on my facebook...
kata dia, gw adalah telur gendut yang ada di sebelah kiri...
semetara dy yang ada di kanan, ngetawain gw...
thank for the pic brow