he's just not that into me

as a girl, there is one thing that will be exactly happened
"BROKEN HEART"

I'm very thankful because I already felt this...
My mom said "if u're falling in love, do not love him too deep,
he can break your heart, and u'll gonna cry all the time...."

hehehe,,, i felt in love deeply....
but i was scared...
i'm scare because he maybe hurt me...
i'm scare because i maybe cry again
i'm scare because it hurt...
i'm scare because he maybe not feel the same feeling with me...
i'm scare T.T

maybe, i think too much,
love is blind, right?
i really wanna feel this feeling again...
to fall in love deeply, become blind...

i know why many people said "LOVE IS BLIND"
because if u love someone, you don't need to worry,
you don't need to scare...

my ex-boyfriend told me:
"there's nothing wrong with break up, if you can cry because of someone, it means, he's just not that into you... and you gonna find someone better, not me..."
when i heard this, i cried out... but now I can smile, break up only mean he's just not that into me... and there's someone wait for me, somewhere.... i don't know where, but i believe he's the best!